We Disappear

out of the past
it wasn’t worth the wait
it wasn’t worth the time that we took to create
every stone on every road
into the code

out of the past, leave it a mess
bought it for cheap, we’ll sell it for less
away we go, away we blow
into the code

into the code
we stay alive
we will be whole
we will survive
if we go we will not be missed
in the code we will always exist

out of the past, we’re finally here
the secrets of the past, they will not disappear
every story we sold, every lie we told

far from your voice, i fall in the dark
the damage is a drain, it tears me apart
i know i can repair but i don’t know where to start

my love in a void
worlds away
words i needed to say

but my heart went cold, this i know
i pushed you away a whoa oh oh
i left my heat untold
i couldn’t keep you warm
my heart went cold

far from your voice, lost in the night
the distance between us is fatal
it swallows the light
i know i can resolve but i always fall to fight

my love in a void
worlds away
words i needed to say
words i needed to say i buried away
okay

my heart went cold, this i know
i pushed you away a whoa oh oh
i left my heat untold
i couldn’t keep you warm
my heart went cold

dead in the night
dark in the day
far from the light i can see
i’m where i needed to be
buried away

spook in the back, bug in my head
the suit a prop, probably dead
now on the run, deep in the blame
i had a code, i didn’t need a name

now the only hand left i can see
is pointing straight, straight to the grave
that is calling for me

hey you

dog on the hunt, close to me now
picked up my scent, i don’t know how
the charge is fake, born in a box
siren a decoy, loud and lost

now the only sound left i can hear
is the sound buried deep in the ground
that is calling me near
yeah it’s calling me near

hey you

now the only hand left i can see
holds the coldest, oldest truth i didn’t wanna believe
oh i didn’t wanna believe

if we don’t die today
tell me it will be okay
that we can still be near

if we don’t die tonight
tell me it will be alright
if i never hear
every word i fear

if we don’t die today
lie to me anyway

i move too slow
to ask you to stay
but i know you will go
if we don’t die today

if you don’t need the past
i will bury it if you ask
every day i’ve seen

if you don’t need the truth
i promise to destroy the proof
all you would ever need
or would never believe

if we don’t die today
all the words i could never say
words i could scream for years
til the echo ever comes
til it finds your ears

if we don’t die today
lie to me anyway

i move too slow
to ask you to stay
but i know you will go
if we don’t die today

the time before us stretches back
world of dust, sky of black
the words we found, they were sound
they were clear
they said we came, we scrawled our name
we were here

we disappear

the time before us stretches long
constantly here, constantly gone
the words we leave, will be believed
they will be clear
they’ll say we fought til we forgot
why we were here

we disappear

the time before us opens at the end
but only for a moment then it swallows us again
we disappear

the sky will turn to fire, the sea will turn to salt
our memories will burn like we were never here at all
we disappear

in every way, i had it all
the perfect mate, the perfect state
in every way

in every way, i never knew
selfish, alive and satisfied
in every way

but the sun parted the clouds

and only now, only today
am i shook awake
in every way

in every way, i lost it all
i wasn’t free, but i had to be
in every way

in every way, i gave it up
right from the start, tore it apart
in every way

and the clouds covered the sun

and now i know
know what i left
what i threw away
in every way

the walls i build today
are the walls i will always depend on
to keep you away
the same walls will make you stay
alright, okay

the walls i build for you
are the walls we will share
they will tear
they will tear us in two
they will bury me on top of you

the walls define me, will serve me blindly
i tell myself today
but low in my mind, i know in time
the walls too tall to stay
they will all decay

the walls i will build, you will see
are the walls i will always depend on
to keep you with me
the same walls will set you free

the walls defend, will stand to the end
i tell myself today
but deep in my heart, i know we will part
the walls too tall to stay
will all fall away
alright, okay

i’ve been thinking bout the things you said
every word you wrote, every word i read
i’ve been thinking bout a lot of stuff
well i guess it’s taken me long enough
but i’ve been listening to the voice inside my head
wishing i heard you instead

when i thought about love
i was only thinking of us
and when i thought of all the things i wanna do
i was only thinking of you

i’ve been thinking bout the times we had
how you made me crazy, how i made you mad
i’ve been thinking bout a lot of things
and it helps to heal but it hurts to sing
i’ve been listening to the voice inside me say
wishing i told you to stay

when i thought about love
i was only thinking of us
and when i thought of all the things i wanna do
i was only thinking of you

i can always see your face
it’s burned into my mind
i can always feel the pain
though i buried it deep inside

i close my eyes to see
we will always never be

i could never feel the same
as i felt when i fell with you
and i will always hold the blame
for i know, now i know it’s true

the pictures that i find
they never even left my mind
i close my eyes to see
we will always never be

we will never start a fight
we will never disagree
we will always never break
we will always never be

the pictures that i find
they never even left my mind
i close my eyes to see
we will always never be

i was asleep next to the one i loved
i was asleep, lost in a dream
when i awoke my love had gone away
years in a day

i was awake for only the darkest days
barely alive, with the angriest eyes
returned to sleep, buried underneath
years in a day

always alone, i never make a sound
there are no words left to say
years in a day